I seriously think that I will not be able to cope work and studies. I am afraid that I will lose my smile and laughter in the future.

well, these few days I am feeling kinda moody...
work, study, money, friends, family
yea, i am working but I still need money. running low on cash. by the
rate that I am spending, by the end of each month, I wont be able to
save any. i seriously need to save some money for my future use. but
there is way too much things that need money.
dinner, gathering, farewell party, presents, food, and allthose pretty
cute cute things
that's y nowadays I try to refrain from going out. everyday straight
after work, I go home. cause I kno if I wonder around, I am going to
spend on some unnesscary things again.
for those that can be refrain, I refrain. for those that I can reject,
I reject. slowly, I'm closing my social circle and I feel lonely.
for those who kno me, theykno that even if I am poor, I won't lent
money from others. I rather lock myself at home.
I am sick and tired of the lonely life. I need money. lots of money.

today is a good day :))
hahahha !
nowadays, although need to wake up early for work but it is not tiring
at all. working is not as boring as how it used to be. lols! maybe
because got eye candy at work ba. I am looking forward to working more
instead of weekend. hahah !
lots of things happen. very hard to explain in words. jus hope that
this time round, everything will turn out the way I hope it would be.:))

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ok , i super super long nev update my blog.
just now try to update using my phone. not bad =)

well , change my job from clinic to hospital.
back to tan tock seng
at 1st kinda unhappy abt it, now, i think i nev regret le ba ~
hahahhah !!
meet a lot of great ppl there, so going to work everyday is not that tiring anymore
;)

hope my application to psb is successful.
if successful, i will be leading a no life life starting from sep. haix ..
no choice.

yea !!! jus set up my mobile blog :)) hahahh !! super long nev update
my blog le.

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today suppose to end at 12.30 , drag till 3.30
argh
the doctor la
dun have such a big mouth, then dont eat so many things.
hahhaha

today i can say, i experience seen the most disgusting and scary thing in my life.
feel lky vomiting after see-ing it

the incident goes lky that::
that is this young worker, he got a SUPER deep cut on his palm
SUPER !!
then after i clean his wound, brought him to see the doc
the doctor examine then PULLLLLLLL open the wound !!!!!
OMG
i faster hide behind the wall
blood flow out of the wound and drip on the floor
the guy shout "pain"

shit man
i feel lky scolding the doc
feel lky crying for him
really, after see-ing that scene, i can jus cry
cause i see he is sooo in pain
but i guess the doc has his reason ba

i think those bangala worker quite ke lian
so young then hav to come out and work
then work those very easily injuried job

immediately after see-ing that scene, i faster go eat 2 chocolate
if not the floor will be the things that i vomit out

wohoo !!
jus now i spend around 30 to 1 hr doing manicure
watch kang xi and do at the same time
so long and i only do 5 fingers
i am SUPER satisfied with the effect!!
NICE !!
took pics with my mum hp, but i dun kno how to upload it

i like it
got glitter and bling bling
1st time in my life my own DIY manicure so sucessful
jus hope that it last. HAHAH
cause i scare the bling will drop while i slping or wat
then will not be nice le

ok, i think no time to do the next 5 fingers
so i shall jus go around tml with 1 hand manicure only
haas !
before i slp, top coat to last the bling ;D